The Blood is The Life 23-05-2013

May. 23rd, 2013 10:00 am
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More Thor 2 speculation.

May. 22nd, 2013 11:17 pm
nikkiscarlet: Thor bangs on the glass keeping him contained and unable to stop Loki ([Avengers] Thor: helpless)
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A while ago I wrote up some speculation about Thor 2 in which I hypothesized that Jane would end up getting fridged. I'm going to retract that now because I have a new hypothesis: I think Jane's going to survive and all of Asgard's going to get fridged, instead. I think Thor's going to end up back on Earth by the end of the second movie, angsting over the fact that he is now basically the last of his species, and Jane will serve as his emotional support (and possible provider of SCIENCE) going into Avengers 2 and/or Thor 3, in the same way that she did in the first Thor movie.

I don't know whether they'll snuff Loki along with the rest of Asgard or not. They might, or they might have him take off to parts unknown on his own crazed quest. It could go either way.

I'm not a fan of the canon Thor/Jane ship because I'm a weirdo Thor/Loki shipper (and because I think Thor and Jane had terrible chemistry and extremely poor relationship development in the first movie), but depending on how they develop Jane and the relationship in this second movie, I could kind of get behind this idea. The first Thor movie was, at least, pretty decent to its female characters (given the time it was able to devote to them in an otherwise male-centric story), and there seems to be a slow movement within the Avengers-verse to give more depth and better treatment to its female characters, so I could see Thor 2 giving Jane some pretty good development, and Thor/Jane becoming a more believable relationship with real depth of emotion rather than an overblown weekend fling. I still wouldn't ship it, per se (they'd be a bit of a boring couple to me, even if their chemistry improved), but I'd support it if it's treated well. I mean, hell, I KNOW my ship can't ever be canon. All I ask is that the actual canon ship not suck, and I think putting Thor in a position similar to - but much more dire than - his initial banishment on Earth is probably the only situation in which Thor and Jane can really thrive as a couple in a way that would be at all healthy. What I think made them grow close in the first place was really that Thor felt like he'd lost his home and family, and that he needed to take up a new one to fill that emotional void. Jane, along with Erik and Darcy, became that little family for him, and she can continue in that role if he once again loses his family (in what he would see as a much more permanent way, at least until such time as Asgard and its people can be resurrected on Earth, because comic book logic), especially since she'd presumably have BEEN THERE to WITNESS exactly what he lost.

Basically, in this situation, he's in a position to feel grateful that he at least has her as his companion through a really horrible time in his life: that she can be his rock, and she can be there to acclimate him to life on Earth. In any other situation, he's the guy who has everything, and she's his pet human. The power dynamic is vastly skewed in his favour and it strikes me as really unhealthy for her. That's another big reason why I don't ship it. But I could go for it if he's once again knocked down closer to her (as a human) level. He might be big and strong, but he's on her turf and that would, I think, make him feel obligated to defer to her in a lot more situations than he would if he lived with her on Asgard. He'd treat her with a lot more respect. Not that he WOULDN'T respect her otherwise, but I think if he made her his queen on Asgard, he'd start treating her like a trophy wife: the cute little mortal he married who doesn't understand his world. He'd still be tender and loving toward her, but I think he'd start to get a little condescending towards her, after a while, and forget that yeah, actually, she does kind of know her shit. And I think that'd both bore and annoy the hell out of her, once she got over the novelty of exploring Asgard. I also get the sense that he doesn't really share a lot of her interests, so he'd probably go off on adventures a lot of the time and leave her to do her own thing at the palace (out of fear that most of his adventures would be too dangerous for her), and again she'd start to get bored and restless. On Earth, it's a completely different story. She gets to be there while he explores Midgard, exploring it with him. They'd discover things together. I can see that working. I can accept that. And I think that might be where they're going with it. It's not where I ideally want it to go**, but it's where I think the story would be best served.

Or I could be wrong and they'll continue to float on Thor and Jane's adrenaline-crush on each other and play it up to be some great destined romance up until she either gets fridged or comes back to Asgard with him as his queen. For the moment, though, I'm electing to have faith in the MCU.


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** = I actually kind of ship Jane/Bruce Banner. I know they've never shared a single frame of screen time. It doesn't matter. They'd have hot sciencey chemistry. She'd be attracted to his broad frame and grumpy teddy bear personality (because hey, she has a type), he'd be attracted to her intellect and creativity (she'd probably remind him of Betty a little). They would bond over science and the crazy lives they both live. She'd help him find new ways to keep The Other Guy in check, and she'd genuinely enjoy it because it'd all be experimental and probably a little kinky. It's not like she wouldn't be able to handle The Other Guy, anyway.
Bruce: "I don't know if it's safe for us to be together. The Other Guy's strong, he could--"
Jane: "Bruce. Do you know who my last boyfriend was."
Bruce: "I do. I also beat the crap out of him."
Jane: "True. But I could probably enlist him to help me pin you down if need be. That hammer of his is REALLY useful." (I totally still like Jane and Thor as friends)
Also, I get the sense that The Other Guy would instinctively know to be gentle with her anyway. There'd always be the risk that he'd kill her from carelessness, but I don't think she'd be in danger of his HULK RAGE, because canonically he's known to be gentle towards those he feels are deserving, and since Jane is a very gentle, non-violent character, he'd probably see her as someone to protect rather than someone to smash.
. . . It'd be great! I ship it like burning! It's totally happening in my fic verse. :P

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May. 22nd, 2013 02:35 pm
nikkiscarlet: Rarity of "My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic" coyly toys with her hair. ([MLP] Hairflip)
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The Aloette party went pretty well last night. :D My friend from college didn't end up being able to make it (it was a last-minute thing: she'd even had cupcakes ready to bring with her, poor thing), but a lot of other people showed up and there were actually enough purchases that Danielle and I ended up getting a decent shopping spree reward out of it. More importantly, though, everyone had a nice time. And I got to keep most of the leftover snacks. :9

(Danielle works in a tea room and she brought the snacks from work. So basically I got a whole batch of professional baked goods for free!)

I actually woke up with a little buyer's remorse this morning, because I did go somewhat over the limit of my shopping spree and so had to pay for what went over. But then I got into the bathroom, looked in the mirror and felt my face and realized that, actually, my skin hasn't been this clear and smooth in ages, and that was after only a sample treatment of the products I ordered. And I actually am one of those people who uses a daily (store-bought) facial scrub, so it's not just that any old cleansing product would have done the same thing. I think these products actually work well, and if so, are worth the money I spent.

I bought a lot of makeup too. That was pure vanity. And fun. I regret nothing. :P

We were supposed to go to the movies with my mum tonight, but Danielle remembered she's already committed to a birthday party for one of her former co-workers, so we rescheduled for Friday. I'm actually perfectly happy with this development because it gives me a night of downtime in which to write some more. I was surprisingly productive yesterday in that not only did I host a successful party but I also managed to get over 1000 words written on my fanfic. I'm hoping to match that tonight after work. I learned something earlier today that gave me a mind-blowing idea to incorporate into the background of my story. And then I had another really good idea, but I can't fully remember it now. I'm hoping it'll come back to me when I get home.

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(Three hours later . . . )

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Okay, I'm home now and I still can't fully remember what the other idea was. I've got a portion of it but not the whole thing. Ah, well; it's a start.

Word count

May. 22nd, 2013 03:27 pm
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+1020, 25085.

90k for this may be optimistic. 75k may be as much as I can get. We'll see what it looks like once I've gotten to the end then gone back to put in some scenes where holes are, and then given it a revision pass (where the details usually are added).

Kindle Worlds

May. 22nd, 2013 02:28 pm
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Mightygodking, Jim Hines, Chuck Wendig and doubtless many others have already weighed in on Kindle Worlds, Amazon's new thing that'll let fanfiction authors write fanfic for pay. They offer more depth of information than I'm going to bother with so you should check them out if you're curious.

As for me, I currenty have almost no interest in this as a reader or as a writer. When I write fanfiction it's largely for the personal pleasure of playing in that world, and I'd feel weird asking people to pay for it. When I read fanfiction, it's kind of for the community experience: to satisfy that drive in me as a fan to find other fans who see the canon similarly to the way that I do (shared ships, similar ideas on the world construction and/or magic rules, etc) and want to expand on that. Legitimacy through folk consciousness, or something. That and I'm a fan of multiverse theory, and fanfiction creates a multiverse of multiverses where anything can be true in at least one of them. Which is awesome.

Meanwhile, when I finally do publish something for profit, I want it to be an original work. Not because I consider original fiction inherently superior to fanfiction, but because . . . again, I'd feel weird asking to be paid for something that I feel is so much more community-based. When you write something new, you're the source. You give birth to it, and if you're really, really lucky, a community builds around it. (I am one of those writers who would be flattered, honoured, and thrilled if people started writing fic about her work.) You get final say in what's canon, and the fact that you're the one paid to write that canon is sort of what signifies your godhood in that universe, but the community that loves the work get to dictate the fanon and turn your universe into a multiverse. If you're a really nice god, they'll let you be an active part of that multiverse, but at the end of the day, it belongs to them: it's built on their love for your work.

I feel like the pay-for-fanfic system sort of fragments the fandom community a little bit by trying to introduce tiers to that community, that the community itself didn't create. I'm not even fully certain if pay fanfiction would come to be seen as being in any way "more" canon/fanon than a free fanfiction - I guess it would depend on the fandom and the author's/licenser's say-so? - but speaking from my own place of preference, I'm not sure I'd bother reading for-pay fanfiction unless it was a series I'm ravenously addicted to, which lacks continuing canon material, and even then only if the fandom generally approved of it. If the fandom is largely ignoring the for-pay fanworks, I'd see no reason to bother with it myself when I can read equally enjoyable and well-written fanfiction for free at AO3 (or here on Dreamwidth, or on LJ, or on Tumblr, etc.) So the for-pay fan-author is kind of shoved into this much lonelier category, in which they're not really the "god" but not really part of the main community, either. Adding on top of that the extremely limited rights that a for-pay fan-author would have on their work (ie: basically none, outside of basic royalties for putting it out there) It just doesn't sound like fun to me.

But then again, money is nice, so I don't really condemn it either. I'm sort of curious about how successful this is actually going to be, but I doubt that I myself will participate much, if at all, in this new development; either as a producer or as a consumer.

Oh and also

May. 22nd, 2013 10:05 am
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I told you I'm completely mentally distracted.

I'm contemplating contacting the local community colleges to ask if I can teach a continuing education class in German when I finish this certificate, and maybe also asking about teaching a continuing education class in creative writing (under personal enrichment, which at the moment is all painting-type stuff). Y'all's thoughts?

Stuff

May. 22nd, 2013 09:42 am
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I made a to-do list last night because I feel like my ability to mentally organize things is gone. I keep meaning to do things and then either forgetting them or falling into the hole of facebook flash games.

I was feeling consistently awful and low-level migrainey for a few days a couple weeks ago, so I went into my doctor's office, and they took thyroid levels. They said I needed to go down on my T3 because my TSH is too low. So I've been taking 10 mcg instead of 15 for about 2 weeks now, and I don't feel all that great. No migraines or anything, just lack of motivation, dry eyes, mouth, and skin, and low energy. I can't focus worth a damn, either. (And because of my neurologist's verbot on caffeine, I can't just make some black tea and make some focus, either.)

It could be that 15 mcg is too much, but 10 isn't enough. Unfortunately, the medication comes in 5 mcg unscored tablets. Though it also comes in 25s, and 12.5 might work out. Except for reasons completely unknown to me, because I've never had 90-day supplies called in before, the nurse authorized 90 days with 3 refills on my last T3 rx, while doing 30 days with 3 refills on the Synthroid, because I don't even fucking know. Maybe she goofed and read the #90 as 90 days, but #90 and #270 are a lot different.

So I have a metric shit ton of 5 mcg liothyronine tablets (at 2 a day, they will last me 135 days, or approximately 4.5 months), and I refuse to pay for a new prescription when I already paid 3 months' copays for the bottle I have. So if my doctor agrees at my physical next Thursday, I'll see about either taking 2.5 every day or adding a third in the afternoon. Or going to an endocrinologist, maybe.

I have this writing idea that I've been letting float around in my mind for a while, and I finally had some insight into it last night. So I made some rough notes around which the idea can coalesce while I work on other things.

I'm going up to DC next weekend (via Amtrak) to see the US and German men's soccer teams play at RFK stadium. I am excite. I'm staying with my sister Fri & Sat, then going to the game and staying with Ben's brother Sunday, then coming home Monday.

I need to write a letter (in German) to a language school and ask if I can do a practicum there and if they meet the criteria set forth in my course description. I don't really want to do it, but I need to. Ideally, I'd do the practicum in winter when airfare is cheapest, but I don't know ... well, there are a lot of things I don't know, like whether they'll even accept non-native speakers as praktikanten or whether they'll have openings in winter or how far in advance I even need to make arrangements. Argh. (I am fairly certain that there are no practica that meet the course criteria in the US unless you are majoring in education and doing your student teaching. There is an alternative to the practicum, which is 120 hours of teaching experience, which would take me far too long to acquire, if I could even get a job without a certificate and experience.)

Anyway. Stuff. I need to get started on my to-do list before I lost the entire morning to faffing about. This has already taken over half an hour to write, in part because I got distracted and wandered away for a few minutes several times.

Argh.

May. 22nd, 2013 02:25 pm
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Dear Daily WTF:

we change our clothes, jobs, sometimes even our wives


Can you please quit assuming all your readers/all programmers are straight men?

Thanks.
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- Asking, camera: does anyone know any just cause or impediment why I shouldn't buy an Olympus VG-170 for about £65? Performance/durability-related reasons especially?

- Doing: Project Doggie! While I was out walking, one fine May morning afternoon [/potential ballad], I found a knackered cuddly-toy dog hung in a remote roadside hedge. As this tiny white/black spotty/dalmatian dog was clearly not going to be reclaimed by his previous owner, I took pity on him and brought him home. He's lost one eye and has a couple of holes in his back. I don't know whether to (1) leave him be, (2) invisibly mend his back and make him an eye-patch and call him Patch, or (3) stitch his holes with brightly coloured thread, give him a mismatched eye, and call him Igor?

- Wondering about: whatever were they thinking?? I'm not sure what this washing powder branding is aiming to evoke but my neighbours would hate me using the washing machine at midnight and I don't want a washing powder that smells like viagra or something.

Easy Midnight Inspirations washing powder

- Reading: I'm currently halfway through books by (in order of most recent reading): Jenny Joseph (poems), Sandi Toksvig (essays), Rita Ann Higgins (poems), Connie Bensley (poems), Terry Pratchett (novel), and [SF author I won't name cos they might read this] (self-published novel that needed more editing).

Watching: seasonal change, especially plants and birds (also listening to the birds). Yesterday I found my first tawny owl feather of the year.

- Bonus, five things: spring flowers, ancient wind-warped mountain trees, the tawny owl feather I picked up, having trivial mementos on my desk, and maps.

- So, what are you doing, thinking, wondering about, reading, watching, making, or writing, that you don't usually post about?

The Blood is The Life 22-05-2013

May. 22nd, 2013 10:00 am
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Equal Marriage: Five thank yous.

May. 21st, 2013 10:57 pm
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I don't want to spend any time at all on my local MP, who voted the wrong way every single time, nor on the four Lib Dems who voted the wrong way, nor on those Lib Dems who abstained for whatever reason (some of whom we know are very much in favour of equal marriage but just couldn't make the chamber today, and others of whom are more... suspect). I do want to single out a few MPs, though, not just Lib Dems, who I feel gratitude towards for this getting passed today.

1, Lynne Featherstone - we wouldn't have had the bill at all without Lynne. I am an unashamed fan of hers, and the quiet, efficient way she goes about things, and her unswerving feminism coupled with her unbreakable LGBT ally-ness makes her a big political hero of mine. So thanks, Lynne, for getting the ball rolling on this, and helping to build it to unstoppable momentum.

2, Julian Huppert - has been indefatigable and measured both yesterday and today in making speeches. Was especially impressive today on the trans issues, which sadly did not gain the support of the house. This is something that needs to be pushed again and again until those whose marriages were forced apart by the state can get them back, and Huppmeister J represented today. Thanks Julian.

3, Caroline Lucas - spoke and voted on the right side on LOTS of amendments, and tweeted from the chamber lots to keep people informed. Stayed in there when most of the rest of the MPs had buggered off, and carried on debating and voting all day. Thanks Caroline.

4, Diane Abbott - resisted the urge for party political point-scoring, unlike so many of her colleagues, and just voted the right way, gladly and with grace. Thanks Diane.

5, Greg Mullholland - many people just assumed that Greg would troop through the no lobby with the other... well, I guess you could call them the Usual Suspects. Beith, Pugh, etc. But he actually wrestled with the issues, and came to a conclusion that he felt could be reconciled with his faith and his liberalism. He thought about it, discussed it with various relevant parties, posted his reasoning on his website, and was in every respect an exemplary Liberal MP - thoughtful, evidence-based, and transparent. I have huge amounts of respect for Greg, not just for the conclusion he came to, but the way he came to it, and utterly condemn those who are berating him on twitter for not being perfectly aligned with whatever THEY think is right. Yes, Summerskill, I'm looking at YOU. I remember 2010, and your hypocrisy is breathtaking. Anyway, thanks Greg.

The battle isn't over for equal rights, not by a long way, and there's still a lot of work to do before the T in LGBT+ in particular are not subject to institutionalised discrimination. But today's skirmish in the battle for equality was mostly a big step in the right direction, and I am glad the overall vote went the way it did, with as big a majority as it did. Now it needs to go through the Lords...
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From [personal profile] thingswithwings, here.

(Yes, I am thinking of writing an enormous amount of meta comparing Roddenberry's Trek to Abrams' Trek. Why do you ask?)
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- Reading, Old English Riddles: I made a dreamwidth feed for The Riddle Ages blog, because who doesn't want to read Old English riddles about how the sun oppresses us cos Jesus told it to? (Thanks to [personal profile] surexit for the link.)

- Reading about castle history, I encountered this pleasing quote about Alisby's Castle: "In 1272 it was rebuilt in stone by Sir Grimbald Pauncefote who had married Sybil, a Turberville heiress." I'm now imagining that Grimbald Pauncefoot was a hobbit, who was angry about however he lost his hobbity hair, and married Sybil of the t'Urbervilles (Sybil of the t'Urbervilles famous precognitive Yorkist heiress hailing from Wuthering Wessex!!1!!)

- Dinosaurs, aka nesting kestrels: according to xkcd, the fastest animal alive today is a small carnivorous dinosaur, which I've seen hunting "other dinosaurs" near my home, heh. Although the last time I peeked at the peregrine webcam I saw a kestrel (with five eggs). Smallprint: other birds of prey, such as buzzards, are also available.

- I'm onna train! When the station before mine was announced with, "The next stop will be [place]", a man across the aisle from me loudly added "- the land that time forgot!"

- Five things making me happy: scent of magnolia blossoms, flints, rambling, postcards, and friends.

- Bonus: my "spell-check" wants Grimbald changed to "Grumbled", obv.

- So, what are you doing, thinking, wondering about, reading, watching, making, or writing, that you don't usually post about?

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